Oh guys, this… has been a draining week. Nothing bad has happened, but everything that’s happened has been emotionally charged and has tested my anxiety to the limit. With that in mind, I’ve got to stop and reflect on the little positive things that have been keeping me grounded.
First, I have a three day weekend – and a well-deserved one, if I do say so. Monday is Veteran’s Day, and I legitimately forgot that I had the day off until mid-way through the morning yesterday (at which point I made a triumphant Facebook post because i couldn’t contain my sheer joy). I plan on playing with Bear, reading, and catching up on NaNoWriMo. I will also be tearing the house apart and doing a deep-cleaning, because…
…We finally bought a carpet cleaner! I feel like it’s time for a sequel to my Ways I Know I’m Getting Old post, because I feel like the level of sheer joy and excitement I felt upon purchasing the carpet cleaner makes me officially Old (or puts me at Peak Parent Mode, at least). But the one thing I’ve hated about this house almost since the moment we moved in is how filthy the carpet got, and how fast (though what did I expect with cafe au lait colored carpets and a toddler?) We were going to just rent a cleaner, but Amazong was having a sale and the Bissel cleaner we got cost $75, and it would cost us $34 just for a one time rental from Home Depot. The decision was easy. I’m so excited.
I’ve also been starting to poke my head around AuthorTube, which is the section of YouTube populated by authors and aspiring authors. I’ve started doing vlog style videos about my NaNoWriMo experience, and I’m trying to find time to watch and interact with others doing the same thing, hoping to create a habit that will sustain through November and beyond. It looks like a nice community and I’m hoping to find a groove that allows me to be active in it.
Also – Christmas! Dollar Tree Haulers are doing holiday hauls and DIYs, the stores are filled to the brim with Christmas stuff, and I’m getting ready to bring up all my holiday decor (and buying a ton of it from Dollar Tree and Target). I’ve said on an earlier iteration of this blog that I understand why some people are put off by the earlier and earlier onset of the Christmas season — people who don’t celebrate/celebrate different holidays, people who have family issues exacerbated by the holidays, people who just prefer to celebrate one holiday at a time — and those are all valid complaints. And I do agree that we are hauling out Christmas waaay too early — I saw some on display prior to Halloween — but for my own personal celebration, this is the time of year I start prepping. Christmas makes me happy, and I’m going to do what makes me happy, okay?
I also just finished the book adaptation of Alice Isn’t Dead, and oh my gosh, I loved it. It’s so… relevant? So… visceral? So refreshing to see a queer female protagonist with anxiety who uses that anxiety as a weapon and it totally works?? It’s such a good story, and I love Keisha’s character so much, and I know I speak only for myself, but this was such a well-written female character written by a male author, and some male authors could take lessons on this from Joseph Fink.
I desperately want to include NaNoWriMo on here, but that’s a little more complicated; I’ll probably have a post about it later, though.
What’s kept you afloat this week?